This morning marked the first day of me getting back into the habit of being fit and inspirational to others. I use to swim every morning, every day as well as play sports and then swim every afternoon everyday. Now this was 5 years ago, since then i havnt only put on so much weight, and body fat. My mind has become very lazy in terms of motivating myself. I have gone from fit to just plain fat, and with out realizing it throughout the past 5 years either.
Now i am taking a stand to be the me that i use to be, slim, trim and lean instead of mean. And i think the only reason why i have been mean is because i lost my lean-ness. So here i am declaring it to the public just so you all can keep me accountable for what i say on here.
Day 1: Swim, gym and the start of healthy eating and living :)
Im slowly loosing my mojo -_- i seriously need to change something about me, my study feels like its lagging, im tired as hell and im so bloody unfit it literally hurts. I need to eat clean, think clean and be lean ! I miss my old body more than ever :(
Ok here we are at the top of this roof and he’s helping me to the seat, I’m freaking out and i don’t know why? surely he aint going to kill me because i havent done anything to him right? all i did was talk a train to him and that was it. I didn’t step on his toes or test his waters? unless i did because i don’t know what his waters are and i couldn’t see his toes. The fresh air really hit home, the breeze softly brushing my face was heaven and i started to come to my senses. The blur of my fogged mind was starting to fall and i was slowly becoming the human me again.
"Hey are you feeling ok" he whispered as he knelt down in front of me and stroked my newly shaved legs. Thats right i was wearing a dress no wonder why the electricity that was coming of his hands stung me with every stroke of his hand on my thigh. "I am fine, thank you, i just needed some air it was getting way to hot down there" i said back with force and embarrassment "look I’m fine you can go back in and i will find my way once my head stops spinning" i stood with a stumble but i ended up stumbling into his arms, seriously if my body didn’t wake the hell up i was about to jump of this roof from the stumbling embarrassment of my stupid unfit body. Oh lord my cheeks were red and when they are red they don’t go away, I’m not bushing I’m hot, its still hot and its showing on my face and it will probably be smelt soon through my sweat. I need to get to the bath room fast and cleaned up. I needed to get back to normal before i start getting questioned from my friends, asking me if I had a drink or 5. Which i havent……
…… To be Continued